Sunday, March 15, 2009

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[Cont.]

" Standing Beside Myself Baring witness to the Embers of my very own Desires Casting Ghastly images of agony onto my Soul, Unable to relinquish These incurable cancers once called ... Love ... Affection ... Which Weakens this Walking Carcass of mines And causes ripples to ravage my Lake of tranquility And taint my Purity [pause] My Days are long and agonizing and Nights Simply unbearable While I tremble something fearsome Frighten of Repeating these Forsaken Trends sewn Deeply into the very seams of my fabric [Pause]  My World Grows ever more terrifying filled with violent disturbances and turbulences Casting me Astray to seek refuge then Freedom from this cursed existence to be alone … Misunderstood … And completely oblivious to those around me [Pause] My Axis is unusually Unstable and my Universe is Slowly corroding And Collapsing under the strain to Maintain this lie in which I use to shroud myself in a False Peace and lull myself into ignorance filled slumber [Pause]"

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