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" [Godlessness]

Damn it It all for eternity ... why do i exist in such a realm where godlessness rules and has always ruled ? all that i cherrish shall perish ... All that i once loved has perished and faded into into oblivion leaving me Alone . everyone....... my loyalty was unrivaled , my loved couldnt be fathomed , my words were divine and truthfull yet im alone ... to me they have all died and remain that way no burials ... no graves ... no ashes .... no trace .... just an oblivious memory that has been scortched into my memory with the fires of tartarus ...all things i joyfully held close me and enbedded into my soul have vanished .... perged clean of ME .... I exist with no fate .... unmei nashi 

" Damn this GODLESSNESS " I shout then i calm myself once again to acknowledge my roars will do nothing will change nothing ...No even a little ....

" DAMN IT ! DAMN IT ALL TO HADES " I say 

How do i escape a room with no doors see a sky blocked by the sinful desires and selfish thoughts of others...[Godlessness]


then i ask myself " Is this why you flee my existence ... ANGEL ... Perette ... 輩 ... All of you betrayed me . For reasons unknown ...but what is known ... things within this realm of godlessness ... all these things are simple things that happen and will happen whether it be deception that pries up apart or the riches of this world " 

Damn It !! I blame this godlessness ... I was flawless , i adapted and changed , yet still i lose . SHIT !! I will not deny That - i was born with the will to win and given the ability to be a king and with this strength i will DIE a GOD ..

Maybe this godlessness will fade when i fill this void . maybe others will not suffer agony or share these illnesses of the heart .. just maybe.... "

[Bam im done]